My poems...

That Guy

My love means everything to me,
But he doesnt care
I think about him every day
I think about his hair
I think about his eyes
And the way he talks to me
I think about the way he smiles
If he could only see

It hurts me when he says goodbye
It hurts to see him sad
It hurts when others hurt him
It really makes me mad
It hurts me when he frowns
All because of me
It hurts me when he ignores me
I wish hed let me be

I just want him to see me
As someone he can trust
I want him to remember me
Or my heart will bust
I want him just so badly
It really hurts inside
But I know down deeply
Ill always have to hide
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My Life

In my life I have no love
All I have is hate
In my life I have no trust
All I can do is wait
In my life I have no friends
I have to face the foe
In my life I have no luck
All I hear is NO!

In my life I have no home
Im always on the move
Moving around from place to place
Trying to find the groove
To find the groove that will show
The way that I can live
The way to live is with friends
Id give all I have to give

But I know Ill never find it
I never was to have a friend
Never was to find happiness
My life will never end
I was never to have a place
Where I could belong
Never to ever be safe
This life will continue on
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A poem that describes Kata.

K iller (and she loves it)
A ttitude (and heaps of it!)
T easing (only to Jellicles, they annoy her)
A bandoned (by her stupid old family)
M ischief (she's full of it)
A ccent (no one notices it though)
N ightmare (she's bad news...)
I narguable (don't argue with her if you like living)
A ccident (this girl was a mistake...)
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What's the point in trusting?

What's the point of trusting???
A promise is made to be broken.
Trust is made to be violated.
Love is made to be two-timed.
If you rely on someone, they'll let you fall...

There is no point in trusting!!!
Promise's are a waist of time.
Trusting is not a good option.
Love means nothing.
If you don't want to fall, rely on no one...

Don't trust anyone...
Promise no one.
Trust no one.
Love no one.
Rely on no one.
To survive

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Your Life, My life, Our Life.

When life is getting you down,
Ill be by your side.
Ready to hug you, tell you the truth,
About anything and everything...

Ill always be here, ready for you,
Wherever you may be, whatever you may do.
Ill hug you when you cry,
And wipe away your tears.

Ill make the hurt disappear,
And make you smile again.

I promace I will never break your heart,
Or let you down in any way.

Ill stay forever by your side,
And keep the depression away.
You can put your trust in me,
And I always keep it safe.

I will never turn away,
Ill always stay the same.
As loving and caring as I always was,
That will never change.

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Me and You

It took me a while to realise,
But now I now the truth.
Because out of nowhere I think of you,
And you make me happy.

You make me smile,
And all I have to do is think of you.

You dont know yet that I love you,
Because I dont know how to say.

Youll probably realise it soon enough,
And freak out and walk far from me.
But if you do that, itll hurt so much,
Because you make me so happy.

If I were to tell you...
How would you react....?
Would you be happy.....?
Would you feel special...?

Or would you feel ashamed?
Or would you feel insulted?

Maybe Ill tell you,
And maybe I wont.

Maybe you love me back,
And maybe you dont.
Maybe well both be happy,
But we probably wont........

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Im Sorry

I'm sorry for the way I act,
I'm sorry for the way I look.
I'm sorry about the thoughts I think,
And I'm sorry that I misunderstood.

I'm sorry about how I react,
I'm sorry when I hurt you so bad.
I'm sorry when I say the stupidest things,
I'm sorry...I want to take them back...

I'm sorry about the way I talk,
I'm sorry when I complain.
I'm sorry when I take it out on you,
I'm sorry...and I feel your pain...

I'm sorry and I want to say that,
I'm sorry...but you'll never listen now.
I'm sorry, I'll leave you alone finally,
I'm sorry, And I shall always miss you...

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Morbid Angel

She sits alone,
All in black.
Waiting and watching,
As the mortals go by...
A morbid angel,
A devil's daughter.
With an unusual taste,
For the sweet vegeterian blood.
She is a lone wolf,
Like her master.
The two live alone,
But with each other.
He walks to her,
Rests a hand upon her.
She smiles,
And he stakes....

The Killer

Her eyes are glared
Her claws extended
His life is short
Its nearly ended
She stands over him
Triumphant at last
He looks up at her
Please make it fast

She smirks at him
I dont want to, I like to see you suffer,
I know it hurts and I dont care
Now dont be such a duffer
She smirks once more and then sits down
His heart is week and sore
He tries to pull another breath
Deep into his lungs once more

She sits back, all relaxed
Not concerned in any way
He looks at her, all weak and sore
Arent you going away?
She shakes her head.
No I dont think so, I really think youre funny
And I know it must really hurt,
the way youre holding your tummy
AND THEN HE DIED! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
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Never Loved me...

How can he treat me
Like an object that belongs to him
When he finds another girl
He shoves me in the closet
Then when that girls gone, he pulls me out again
Gently brushes away the dust
And thinks everythings like it used to be...
When it isnt
How can it be?
He doesnt stop to think of the pain
The pain I feel when he ignores me
And brags about another girl he likes
Then shes gone, and I have to be there for him again
That isnt fair
I have feelings
I have a heart
Or I used to
Its broken now

I love him with all my heart
but it doesnt matter to him
It makes him feel special when Im around
but thats it
no attention from him for me
not at all
and if it is there, its fake, just to keep me around
And like a blind cat I fall for it
convincing myself he loves me
Feeling so happy sometimes I almost purr
As the blind cat I am
Then another girl shows up and its back in the closet with me...
Away with me once more, until he remembers again
Once again, the dust is brushed away
And he gently makes the hurt disappear
So it can happen all again once more
And I let it hapen...
Because I love him
Even if he doesnt love me...
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If Orange was an Emotion,
It Would Be of Joy.
And Black Would be of Mystery,
For Katamania is Coy.
White is Pure and Innocent,
And This we all Can See,
Put Them all Together. . .
KATAMANIA it Would Be!
With a Girlish Giggle,
And a Smile Upon her Face,
She'll Steal your Heart Before you Know,
And Make Off With Your Pearls and Lace!!
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When life is getting you down,
Ill be by your side.
Ready to hug you, tell you the truth,
About anything and everything...
Ill always be here, ready for you,
Wherever you may be, whatever you may do.
Ill hug you when you cry,
And wipe away your tears.
Ill make the hurt disappear,
And make you smile again.

I promace I will never break your heart,
Or let you down in any way.
Ill stay forever by your side,
And keep the depression away.
You can put your trust in me,
And I always keep it warm.
I will never turn,
Ill always stay the same.
As loving and caring as I always was,
That will never change.

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Far Apart

Marks on her face,
Marks on her hands.
Knows more then most,
A burden to her and them all.

Sits all alone forever more,
Not allowed to be free.
Locked up to think and teach,
Her knowledge to all and one.

The tattoos on her face,
Her hands as well.
Show shes the chosen one,
With the power to save them all.

No one understands,
What its like to be her.
Not even she knows herself,
Shes a freak, but not.

Everyones used to her,
But no one cares about her.
No one knows shes a privilege,
They think shes a right to own her.

It leads to Loneliness
She is Misunderstood
It leads to Insanity
She is me.
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Alone in the darkness of life...

She shuts herself off
From the world and it's lies
No one likes her
Because she's so cold
And she doesn't show her feelings

They're all frightned of her
And people hate what scares them
She tries not to care
She trys to ignore them
But sometimes she just breaks
And crys...
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Tied Together Forever

He smashes his hand against her once more,
And she falls to the floor...
All battered and brused, but not crying.
Not yet...
She'd never let him see her like that.
"This is all your fault." he snarls.
And she blocks out his voice.
She's only 15...and he's just older.
All because she rejected his love,
She must now pay.
He roughly pulls her to stand up again,
Even though her legs can't stand,
She forces them to...
"Be my girlfriend...or else..."
She harshly turned away from him,
Refusing to look him in the eyes.
He knows he can't win her spirit over,

She'll never let herself give into him...
He turns...
Throwing her against the fence as he does.
She stays there, not moving.
He walks away, just before he leaves...
He chucks a brick at her,
Just to leave his mark,
Then he leaves her to bleed
And think about what she's done...